Angle-plex

The two best feuds in WWE right now involve three old guys and Orton.

Is this real?

Rock is both Black and Samoan but your lineage is on your father's side of the family tree so that makes people like the Rock and Carlito just as black as Booker and Shelton what?! He's half black and half samoan. He's not full black.

Mickie James, Orton and Hogan. And Hogan's music.

The World Heavyweight Title isn't the WWE title though. There still hasn't been a black WWE champion.

Is the "City Limits" episode any good?

The Four Mindsets that HOLD ME BACK: 1) Used to be: Thinking about how things used to be easier. This usually refers to childhood, ages 05-13, like that was a golden era of life that is now over and will never be back. "The good days are over and now life sucks" 2) Why did this happen to me waaaaah: Crying about past experiences. My parents were means *cries*. Often used with "I would do _____ but ______ happened so I can't" 3) What if.....: What if I mess up What if I look like a fool? What if I lose money? What if this girl doesn't like me? What if TSM poster make fun of me? 4) I'll do it later: I'll do better in school next semester. I'll start working out next week. Once I get _____ (sunglasses, jeans, some material item) I'll be happy. Gotta focus on the present. I'm off to work.

I hate it when Aztecs break into your hotel room and try to give you belts.

I love how the Aztec guy just takes over the hero role at the end.

PumaMan "Tonight, on a very special 'Touched by a Puma man"

School. Probably the most important thing to our development as a person. Most of us are in the school system for twenty years. Eight hours a day with strangers. You are judged by them every minute. Teachers and faculty judging your educational and social progress. You are put into a social heirarchy; jocks, nerds, sluts, Goths ect. You get bad grades....you are an underachiever or stupid. Parents are upset. Act "foolishly".....you get detention. The principle, a stranger, judges you. "You better not act up. You're not going to have a future if you act like this.". Who is this man to say what you are and what you will become? Who is he to tell you what is right and what is wrong? You want to dress differently? You can't. You'll be mocked by your peers. Day after day. Parents can't afford the hip new clothes? Too bad. Don't follow the trends? Nerd. Your confidence will be shattered. Could you ever recover? What if you made a MISTAKE? Perhaps you trip in the hallway. What if you say something stupid? What if you're really small and skinny? What if your abnormally fat? Dropping out of school? Not going to college? What a LOSER! We, as kids, are not that smart. We start to believe the stereotypes we are put into. Ever hear of "Out of Character Behavior"? There is no such thing. But we start to view ourselves as said stereotype and act accordingly. Think about a time when you were bullied as a youth. See? You can still recall that experience. It was traumatic. Maybe not now, but at the time, it left a scar, either emotionally or physically. How many parents just allow this to happen? So many parents aren't ready to have kids. They think about their situation instead of their child's. "I can't take this". So we will all sit in class. Teachers will teach. We will memorize and repeat what we hear. We are parrots. No? How many school tests are based on memorization of the "right" way? Accounting? Memorize these equations. Marketing? Memorize this process. Even Philosophy classes ask "What where Kant's views on blah blah blah ". We were judged. We were bullied. We were told how to do this. How to do that. We were told to act this way, not that way. We were told what we are good at and what we are bad at. We were told what we were and what we would become. No. Don't be different. Think, feel and act like everyone else. Otherwise life will be torture. Everyone will be disappointed in you. Some people recover. Some. Most, after twenty years, will have this process permanently ingrained in their subconscious. They would be judging me on this post. They are robots following codes. You had to think every move over. Everything is so calculated. The risk of keeping your self esteem is too high to just say "fuck it" and put yourself out there. You overthink everything. Go ahead. Break free from this. Hopefully someone reading this can. I can't. I'm not that type of person.

Saw this today. I liked it better than Dogma and J&SB, but the other three were better. Probably because it's harder for me to relate to guys in the early thirties though.

A few weeks ago I watched a life-changing video. It was called "The Secret", and features speakers that are famous businessmen, authors, ect. It is about the LAW OF ATTRACTION. The Law of Attraction is a law which states that you are a magnet, and you attract what you are THINKING about! Thoughts become thing. It's the basis of the book "Think and Grow Rich" (great book, btw, maybe the best I've ever read). Even if it sounds absurd to you, it is worth watching and maybe it will convince you. I've shown this to people before and they say that it may have changed their lives! It's about getting what you want out of life....knowing success in not a PATH, but a MINDSET. Appreciate what you have more and you attract more of it. Repeat and repeat and repeat. That's one thing I've learned the past few years. Things might suck BAD, but people who hate their situation only get MORE OF IT. Every moment is unique and should be joyful and exciting. If circumstances are great, that's just the icing on the cake! It was on google video, but I think it's down now. If you search around you should find a torrent of it (it's around 700mb I think, I'm not great with computer stuff).

Maybe you should care about education a little more. Eh, they're just spelling errors. I easily could have put it through spell check if I wanted to. No one is perfect.

It's not supposed to be a depressing post if that's how it read. It was more thoughts on how society pushes us all in the same direction and in the meantime we forget about free thinking. I'm an advocate of everyone self-educating on subjects that schools won't touch. Re-programming to think outside the box. And I *am* a different person. A much better, happier person, imo.

I'm going to experiment with this thing. I mainly just need a place to put my thoughts down for another month in a half since I'm going to be posting this to myself mostly....read if you want to. I can't entertain my colleagues (I don't believe in friends; once you label someone a friend you expect things from them) since they're all away from school. This summer I've basically been reading, going to work, sleeping, and working out. No social interaction. This is month three. Only one and a half more to go. For now I'll entertain myself with this. Hopefully I'll make it so entertaining that people want to read this so I can charge outlandish advertising fees and make a nice profit.

Uh....I had these entries up on Wednesday and Thursday. I didn't hit the "publish" button though. I obviously did that on purpose to start off with a bang.

The bad outways the good by FAR. They usually have a good main event (not this week) and that's it. Think of all the bad stuff.....Kelly, Knox, Test squashes, Sabu squash or DQ......nothing really means anything on this show. They must expect you to watch just for the sake of watching it because they certainly don't feel the need to hook the viewer into coming back next week. Kahli dominated The Undertaker. Are you excited for ECW next week?

My roommate Jon. He is the definition of average. No goals, no ambition...basically he just sleepwalks through life buying things to fill the void. "Look at my new stereo system!" "Check out these new TV cords! Damn that picture is clear!" Every week I hear a rant about how he is sick of his laziness and that he is going to start living and working out. Every week....no changes yet. And I've known him for two years. ALL of his actions are to help benefit society or attract women. "Dude, you don't HAVE to get married" I said. "No, the whole purpose of life is to pass on your seed and that is society's way of doing it". He came to my work and bought some new Raulph Lauren designer towels. "This will attract the chicks" he says. Yeah. He buys all the top brands of clothes....whatever is in style. He buys watches, stereos, high definition televisions, new rims for his car, towels and blankets.....towels and FUCKING blankets! all for other people. He is indecisive, has no idea what to major in, and never follows through with plans. Is this a real man? He blindly goes after women so he can say he has one...and when he has one he won't stop comlaining. Everyone know a guy like this. Guys like this need to ask themselves who the master of their destiny is. "Someday my dream will come. One night you'll wake up and you'll discover it never happened. It's all turned around on you and it never will. Suddenly you are old, didn't happened and it never will, 'cause you were never going to do it anyway." This quote scares the hell out of me. It's from Collateral, which is a great movie for seeing two completely different types of people spending a night together (uh, not sexually) About two years ago I started follow eastern philosophies. They really are much different than western ones, much better. It's all about the now. "What you need, you will not get" Be happy with what you have NOW. If you don't like what you have now, CHANGE IT. Opportunities are infinite. The media has us thinking otherwise, and that's why I've eliminated it from my life all together, besides RAW and ECW basically. After learning about subliminal advertising in my classes last fall I just cannot stand television. Back to Jon. I hate his thinking. He can change, but will he? Who knows. He should be doing what HE wants. Dress how he wants to dress. But they might call you selfish! "He is selfish" some girl will say about a guy that she doesn't like. Of course he is. EVERYONE is selfish. Every action everyone makes benefits themself. Selfishness is a universal truth and it's not a negative thing. In fact, I'd say people aren't selfish enough. This is our chance on this planet....Fuck it, I'm going to enjoy it.

Wow, a "controversial" story that will be plastered all over the place giving the movie free publicity. *Yawn* Don't care what she's doing. Movies are fake.

Is Umaga the #1 contender now? He has squashed half the roster with ease, then he beat the former champion and #1 contender on RAW. You have to think Edge is a moron after helping Umaga pick up the win as it puts him right in line for a title shot, and Umaga is unstoppable. Right?

They've gotta use the old song for the nostalgia to take full effect.

"Boy there really is a run on blankets today" "We're still fighting bravely for our vague goal!"

I'm a mark, yes. I listened to Stern since 94 and I even realize the show is nothing compared to, but I can't stop listening. Hey, it's just like WWE!

I'm more scared that church has become a place to compare clothing and socialize instead of hearing the gospel. That's why I left church many years ago. Wednesday night "church functions" that were nothing to the kids at school except a place to communicate with the opposite sex. People are being killed in other countries (probably some of the same religion of yours) and that is what church has become; a place to get dates. Now on Sunday mornings I just watch porn and jerk off. Much better.