MarvinisaLunatic

Im even worse since I have all my bills on autopay.

If the Mets dont stomp the Os into oblivion over the weekend I'll be amazed.

Im looking forward to the ECW house show here on August 14th..Im going to get tickets tomorrow. I think its the last house show they have planned although theres a taping in DC the next night for the Sci Fi show. So if ECW tanks and the plug gets pulled..I could be going to one of the last ECW shows ever. YAY or something.

Oh..and I've got another good one for you before I go to bed..I had a ton of blood transfusions done prior to 1985 in association with my first open heart surgery when I was 6 months old in 1982. 1985 is when they started testing donor blood for transfusions for HIV..so uh..its entirely possible I have that to be worried about too, and I haven't been tested for that in a while. But I do know I can't donate blood..I Tried back in 2001 for the whole 9/11 Red Cross thing and they wouldnt let me because of it. I really need to go to bed..

I had sent her an email back on like Monday cause that was when she was going to IM me. I thought about sending an email tonight but at this point its stupid. Oh, and as far as this thread is concerned..anyone with the power to close it can do so anytime..I dont care anymore. Its not like I need any advice about anything since Im pretty much the master of being a miserable loser and its not going to change anytime soon, so the thread has lost its purpose. Marvin, what does your health condition allow you to do? Maybe you should take up exercising to improve your self confidence some. I know it helped me out some. Just recently I tried walking up and down the road out where I live which is about 2 miles but finding time to do so is troubling, and walking is really the only good exercise that I can do. Im slightly overweight and its not helping my heart out any but I like to think that I eat well enough not to really worry too much about it. I cant lift weights because my chestbone had to be cracked twice and it has never healed properly. The max. Im supposed to lift the last time I was told was about 25 lbs and Im usually doing maybe 40 lbs or so at work and it hurts sometimes. Plus, with any strenuous cadio activity theres always the lingering possibility that I could cause the repaired valve which is now almost 20 years old to start leaking again which isn't good. I was supposed to be in line soon to have another open heart operation but Im putting it off as long as I can. Im also betting you've figured out my next problem..and honestly I dont know since Ive never asked. I suppose its a good question to be asking the next time I visit my doctor. Im willing to bet the answer is no as long as I put off the 3rd open heart surgery. I'm not sure what you're getting at there in the last paragraph. Why are you putting off the 3rd open heart surgery? What are the benifits and detractions from getting it done? Im sure you've seen the Viagra commercials..the "dont use if you aren't healthy enough for sexual activity part" is what Im getting at. With my leaky 20 year old patched up valve in my heart, I would assume my heart is in a condition similar to an old man. Benefits to another surgery would be obvious..no worrying about a leaky valve thats 20 years old and probably not going to hold up much longer. FYI, the replacement valve currently that I have was put there when I was 6 which was 1988. They had to replace the original replacement valve that I had put in when I was 6 months old because I outgrew it. Supposedly I shouldnt have to worry about outgrowing the 2nd replacement valve, but the fact is its almost 20 years old and they aren't made (or at least they weren't 20 years ago) to last that long. Ideally I should have had the surgery when I was still under my parents insurance, but I didnt. Negatives..an open heart surgery costs about, on average..$200,000+. Even with my crappy insurance..I cant afford it. So basically Im treating my heart the same way Im treating my shitty car..ride the thing all the way to the end when it gives up and hope for the best. I am actually looking at getting a new car. I just checked my credit score last week and I have fair credit which should get me a good deal.

I had sent her an email back on like Monday cause that was when she was going to IM me. I thought about sending an email tonight but at this point its stupid. Oh, and as far as this thread is concerned..anyone with the power to close it can do so anytime..I dont care anymore. Its not like I need any advice about anything since Im pretty much the master of being a miserable loser and its not going to change anytime soon, so the thread has lost its purpose. Marvin, what does your health condition allow you to do? Maybe you should take up exercising to improve your self confidence some. I know it helped me out some. Just recently I tried walking up and down the road out where I live which is about 2 miles but finding time to do so is troubling, and walking is really the only good exercise that I can do. Im slightly overweight and its not helping my heart out any but I like to think that I eat well enough not to really worry too much about it. I cant lift weights because my chestbone had to be cracked twice and it has never healed properly. The max. Im supposed to lift the last time I was told was about 25 lbs and Im usually doing maybe 40 lbs or so at work and it hurts sometimes. Plus, with any strenuous cadio activity theres always the lingering possibility that I could cause the repaired valve which is now almost 20 years old to start leaking again which isn't good. I was supposed to be in line soon to have another open heart operation but Im putting it off as long as I can for various reasons, numero uno being I cant afford it. Im also betting you've figured out my next problem..and honestly I dont know since Ive never asked. I suppose its a good question to be asking the next time I visit my doctor. Im willing to bet the answer is no as long as I put off the 3rd open heart surgery.

Uncle Ben was a real person..he grew rice in Texas. This has been your useless factoid of the day.

It shouldnt have been 2/3 falls..a straight up Foley/Flair match would have been good but 2/3 falls is just asking too much out of both of them.

I had sent her an email back on like Monday cause that was when she was going to IM me. I thought about sending an email tonight but at this point its stupid. Oh, and as far as this thread is concerned..anyone with the power to close it can do so anytime..I dont care anymore. Its not like I need any advice about anything since Im pretty much the master of being a miserable loser and its not going to change anytime soon, so the thread has lost its purpose.

Bank of America has a pretty nice setup for being free to use.

Well..Id call if I had a phone number. All Ive got is an email address/IM SN. Oh, and Im not working this weekend (Im off Sat/Sun/Mon) so work has nothing to do with this.

They're soon to be 30-37 but only either 8 or 9 back. I dont have much confidence in them bucking the trend of lousy 2nd halves, but they aren't out of it completely.

OMG MADDOX TO THE YANKEEEEESSS!!! MELKY CABRERA ST8 UP!! Lets see if the Cubs want to trade with the Os again..reunite Maddux with Mazzone. I dont know who the Os would have to offer for him though. What would the Os gain by trading a young guy for a pitcher with only a year or two left at best? They're not going anywhere this year. Maddux would get shelled in the AL at this point in his career anyway. The Os could use a veteran like Maddux to help out the young guys in the rotation Bedard/Loewen/Penn and he's gotta be miles better than Bruce Chen/Rodrigo Lopez.

Aww come on now..I didnt notice that post about moving until today and it reminded my of the fact that my supposed ideal match is in Alaska somewhere. oh, and to answer Hawk34, um..I dont have an excuse, but since I haven't heard from my friend or this girl since, Im asuming, to quote the magic 8 ball.."outlook not good". Of course, I never really got my hopes up about this anyway cause I figured I blew it to start with so its no big deal.

I see more of the ones for Match.com now though and they arent that annoying. I admit the Eharmony ones got annoying, but at the time it sounded like a cool idea cause it was free..however my closest match ended up being in Florida and they charge an arm and a leg..

OMG MADDOX TO THE YANKEEEEESSS!!! MELKY CABRERA ST8 UP!! Lets see if the Cubs want to trade with the Os again..reunite Maddux with Mazzone. I dont know who the Os would have to offer for him though.

I totally forgot about the fact that I had done one of those Eharmony profile things a while back...and one of my few matches lived in Anchorage Alaska. I had a good laugh over that at the time.

The Orioles should consider trying to pick up Russ Ortiz and reunite him with Mazzone. He had 2 really good years with Atlanta.. The Os are getting beat again by the Jays.

Before Raw he was actually first. I don't know about you guys, but I think we should all help these guys out and get one of our guys as number 1 obviously doesnt need any of my help... Oh, and RVD should be a lock for everyone next week too, as he could be on RAW, ECW and the PPV..theres my advice to IHW..

I Hate Wrestling moved up to 3rd overall.. Im still stuck in 22nd place with lousy performances from everyone I had on RAW. Logic for next week dictates to load up on RAW for RAW/PPV I suppose...

Amaury Telemaco is the only pitcher in ML history to face 3 Different Cy Young Winners (Drabek,Glavine,Maddux in 1996) in his first 3 ML starts..but Adam Loewen will have faced in this order: Randy Johnson,Roy Halladay, Roy Halladay, Tom Glavine (this weekend) in his first 4 starts. Im trying to figure out who he might face in his 5th start next week..more than likely will break his streak with the Nats in town next weekend..

Sounds like Shelton Benjamin should try out...

This is going to flop bigger than See No Evil

They beat up the guys that were sitting there when they took a piss break. yay for nothing.

The last thing they need to do is rip off WCW anymore..