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  1. Hawk 34

    Mother, Mother

    By Hawk 34,

    Change the world, one by one
     
    When I graduated high school, after collecting piles of envelopes stuffed with cash from uncles and aunts and the rest of the family circle, My mother handed me this box.
     
    It was a leather box and inside it was this small card about the size of an index and it read that. The box had belonged to my grandfather, who died before I was born and she handed it down to me as I was the first male in her side of the family to graduate high school.
     
    I know it's trendy to hate your parents and pretend like they don't matter but it's bullshit. They do mean something, for better or for worse. Maybe I was one of those lucky few in this world but I actually like my parents. Not because I have to but because they are genuinely good people with good hearts who care about the important things in life (love, family etc). I've been blessed to have a father who made a good living for me and my older sister and a devoted mother who I consider a friend more then a mother. My girlfriends have also felt like she was a friend more then a mother. She is the kind of person you can talk to for hours about anything. Its sad that alot of people are afraid of their parents, and for that I'll never understand it. Get to know where you came from.
     
    Today is Hallmark's big day to celebrate mothers. Just another beautiful thing (motherhood) that Hallmark has raped.
     
    ----
     
    Apparently I'm over in Leena and Tekcop's world. That's good company. I'm just me, and unlike 95% of this place...I'm not a gimmick looking for attention and jockeying for a spot on the social status here. So I'm content as #3 on Leena's list.
  2. Hawk 34
    I would like to assume that people read my aptly titled, 'ramblings' because they have a interest in my content or because there's not much content to be found around these parts. Either way...
     
    I noticed a theme regarding my comments, from the wise men of TSM and their sage words. You haven't yet begun". It's true, I guess. I am only 20 and supposedly that earns me at least 8-10 more years of sheer stupidity before I finally wake up and realize it.
     
    I was thinking this morning, while I was working, about my friend. The friend, who unquestionably has seen her life take a dramatic change by one little action.
     
    Made me wonder, there was a time that me and her were seemingly destined for something beyond friendship and it was apparently impossible to not see, according to everyone else.
     
     
    Obviously, that world isn't going to happen now. (Child or no child).
     
    Here is the thing that is crushing me at this moment, why don't I care? She was my best friend and her world is changing now and I can't find it in me, to feel anything. Not even, sympathy.
     
    The thing that is on my mind constantly...Is missing that one girl. My best friend, the one who rescued me from drowning in my pool of misery last summer and gave me new blood.
     
    I miss her...intensely. We never had that straight-forward 'break-up'. It's hard to say if we were ever your classic boyfriend/girlfriend but it was something magical in its own right. She's off hours away from here. I saw her a couple weeks ago and despite one incredible night...it just reminded us that we're not together.
     
    I know I'm out most people's league. I'm fairly average, at best. I don't posess anything that is seemingly desirable for a girl, much less this incredible blond beauty who completely lives up to the cliche of "shines her light on you". My last two girlfriends (her and my most recent ex) were completely incredible and I probably set the bar freaking high now. Of course, one cheated on me. The other, had to leave me.
     
    Maybe that is poetic justice, get the right girl but that girl will be gone before I am ready. I wonder if me and my best friend/lover didn't have this distance between us...would we be still special or does the distance enhance this perfect feeling that she gives me.
     
    I wonder, if my ex did us a favor first...because I know I would have made her cry instead and I'd rather cry a river before I ever let a tear shed down her cheeks.
     
    Another close friend of mine, told me "You are too busy solving our problems for you to even realize, the only question is you"
     
    The scary thing is? The goddamn asshole is right. The only thing I cant answer is myself.
  3. Hawk 34

    Before Mania...

    By Hawk 34,

    I thought about writing out some long rant against WM22 tonight, describing my apathy towards it...
     
    Then I realized... I spent the last few weeks already displaying that sentiment. What else could I really add? I don't think it'll be a horrible show, I really don't. It won't be special though. It could have **** matches out the ass and It still wouldn't feel special because I haven't been given a reason to give a shit other then "It's fucking Mania".
     
     
     
    I'll give quick predictions on each match
     
    Triple H Vs John Cena
    Winner: Triple H
    Time: 24:45
    Rating:**1/4
     
    Rey Mysterio Vs Kurt Angle Vs Randy Orton
    Winner: Rey Mysterio
    Time: 17:30
    Rating:***1/2
     
    Hard-Core Match: Edge Vs Mick Foley
    Winner: Edge
    Time: 13:00
    Rating:**3/4
     
    Vince McMahon Vs HBK
    Winner: HBK
    Time: 20:30
    Rating:***
     
    Money in the Bank
    Winner: Flair
    Time: 18:00
    Rating:***3/4
     
    Trish Stratus Vs Mickie James
    Winner: Mickie James
    Time: 8:20
    Rating:**1/4
     
    Chris Benoit Vs JBL
    Winner: JBL
    Time: 13:50
    Rating: ***3/4
     
    TBS/Kane Vs Carlito/Masters
    Winner: Carlito and Masters (DQ)
    Time: 5:30
    Rating: *1/4
     
    Torrie Vs Candice
    Winner: Candice
    Time: Too long
    Rating:DUD
     
    Boogeyman Vs The T's
    Winner: Boogeyman
    Time: 3:45
    Rating:*1/4
     
    Undertaker Vs Mark Henry
    Winner: Undertaker
    Time: 10:25
    Rating:*3/4
     
     
    They probably throw Mexi-Cools Vs MnM on the pre-show.
     
    I'll have complete response to the show, probably tommorow morning.
  4. Hawk 34

    Jimmy Loves Lacey

    By Hawk 34,

    I decided to stop the personal bitchy-emo fest of my own and wanted to focus on this excellent piece of awesomeness.
     
    The Ballad of Lacey
     
    In case you don't know what that is, it's a hilarious music video of Jimmy Jacobs's love for Lacey. The video alone is worth checking out the entire storyline has been a fresh burst of energy for the wrestling business.
     
    While Vince McMahon and Triple H are destroying the babyfaces on Raw, Kurt Angle looking like a third wheel in the Mania program despite being the champion...
     
    You have this wonderful simplistic story that used the modern-day technologies of the Internet to advance storylines. It's a classic storyline "Wrestler falls for another girl, girl has no interest in him. Wrestler's blind love gets his ass kicked". What this does was add a intentionally hilarious take-off of that storyline, Jimmy Jacobs was already perfectly over the top at the shows, so much that he intentionally botched a top rope spot to put over the storyline.
     
    The lyrics to this song is a perfect blend of kayfabe and using IWC terms (the market that it's intended for).
     
    Jimmy Jacobs did all of this on his own, the video, the myspace and to really live out the storyline....He even stays in character on AIM.
     
    Right now, his away message reads "I <3 Lacey.". In a business where the top name in charge of the biggest monoply loves to shoot on national programing, you got guys like Jimmy Jacobs staying in character and using his own creativity to propel this storyline.
     
    This proves that if you let a wrestler be in charge of his character and gimmick, he will know what to do with it better then most writers ever do. The WWE and TNA, really don't have a handle on this. WWE could use creativity like this, in a big way.
     
     
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