Promo: Just Killing Time...And Time Is Killing Me

[Guest redbaron51]

I sit reflecting

I feel the end has begun

It seems my days now mirror the setting sun

So many places that I have been

This ride that was long seems so short in terms of now and then

 

I mean, I haven't lived the greatest life I could ever have, nor could I have been the best at what I can do. Time is something that shouldn't be looked at, nor judge. Time is what you charish, not ignore it. There are great things that happen in your life time, and every once in a while, a stick throws you off its path of happiness, into a dark twisted world, that it takes time to get back to normal. For some, the stick would be a twig, and snap in seconds. For others, it seems the whole forest comes crashing down, and to escape will take time to recover fully. That's like me. I've been to many places, seen the world, which hardly no one will ever see. I've made people happy, and mad, and both at the same time. Sadly though when one door opens another one shuts.

 

For All that has been

And All that is

All that's to be

Lord, I'm just killing time

And time's killing me

 

Now I have stayed longer than I should have. I've should have left when I was at my best...even though I wasn't successful. I'm battered, bruised, and just don't have the motivation that I never had anymore. The people don't care about me. All I am is just a waste of fresh air. Maybe I should become a writer, not a pro wrestler, or act...I've always like to act. I think in every man's life, there is a time when you have to hang it up. Some people push it too far until the fans just don't care, and I am one of them. I haven't tried since October...Thats four months. Four months of countless jobbing, that I never cared about the sport anymore, or anything.

 

Dead man breathing, just taking up space

Calloused and weathered like the lines on one's face

Dead man breathing, my conscience is bare

The lining of my soul is torn yet I no longer care

 

Thus I have to confess. I've been taking high dosage of cocaine and other illegal substances to help ease the pain I have. I became depressed after losing to TNT for the 2nd time in a row...Realizing how much of a failure I really am, and only to successed was to win those tag team belts way back then. After that I turned to drugs...to ease the pain, to help me feel more relaxed, but only it caused me to lose everything. My home, my girlfriend, money...all for these lousy FUCKING drugs.

 

God damn it, i'm a fuckin idiot...waste my whole life on stupid pills...

 

For All that has been

And All that is

All that's to be

Lord, I'm just killing time

And time's killing me

 

Life isn't all about drugs, power and money. Its about the people who you love, and who you will charish for the rest of your life. Yet there are some people think that if you have the money=happiness, yet it can be more depressing having lots of cash, and no one to share it, except for people using you for it, or being dirt poor yet people will still respect you.

 

I put the pen down on my desk, before I head out to the arena and face Fugue for my last match...and talk to King about my addiction to drugs. Also that night will be the last you will ever heard of me ever again...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Oh I forgot...My Gun...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Finish....

 

 

 

This promo was sorta a tribute to one of my friend, who I won't say who just committed suicide last night. I found out at school this morning about what happened.....

 

Also this promo is probably the last you will hear from me in SWF ever....The slight possibility of me returning is next to nil...plus if I can get into college or not by the next year.

 

 

Credits goes to Black Label Society for plugging their song in Just Killing Time...Check them out when you have the chance...

 

 

I'll still be around the boards, mainly the music and video game boards though...

 

 

Well...later all

[Guest Edwin MacPhisto]

Xero, my condolences to you, and I must compliment on what I felt was a really solid promo. Something like this makes me want you to stick around, just to finally get into something...

 

...but a fine send-off. Be seeing you.

[Guest Suicide King]

Sigh.

[Guest 5_moves_of_doom]

Xero + Promo = Gold... it's a shame that you no-showed pretty much every match for the last few months of your career, but this promo was really quite nice... and I feel for you regarding your friend. Godspeed, and stuff.