Uusally I'm very optimistic about the Braves, almost to a fault. I thought for sure we'd do very well in the playoffs the last three years.
This year, I knew how bad our bullpen was. I wanted them to win and had confidence that they could do it, it's just with our horrible pen, I thought the Astros would win.
It's not a defeatist attitude, if you're exactly right about your team's weaknesses to a fault, well yea.