1) You misuse the word random.
2) I don't know who Joss Whedon is.
3) Fuck him anyway.
4) It's bullshit.
5) I shouldn't have started posting here more frequently again after all.
Be ashamed because you posted gibberish, not because you're an addict.
No one is looking at you with pity or shame, nor are you making anyone feel better about themselves. I think what you need is needles.