Hawk 34

I see in stores around here as well, I never had the urge (and probably never will) to have this.

I would like to assume that people read my aptly titled, 'ramblings' because they have a interest in my content or because there's not much content to be found around these parts. Either way... I noticed a theme regarding my comments, from the wise men of TSM and their sage words. You haven't yet begun". It's true, I guess. I am only 20 and supposedly that earns me at least 8-10 more years of sheer stupidity before I finally wake up and realize it. I was thinking this morning, while I was working, about my friend. The friend, who unquestionably has seen her life take a dramatic change by one little action. Made me wonder, there was a time that me and her were seemingly destined for something beyond friendship and it was apparently impossible to not see, according to everyone else. Obviously, that world isn't going to happen now. (Child or no child). Here is the thing that is crushing me at this moment, why don't I care? She was my best friend and her world is changing now and I can't find it in me, to feel anything. Not even, sympathy. The thing that is on my mind constantly...Is missing that one girl. My best friend, the one who rescued me from drowning in my pool of misery last summer and gave me new blood. I miss her...intensely. We never had that straight-forward 'break-up'. It's hard to say if we were ever your classic boyfriend/girlfriend but it was something magical in its own right. She's off hours away from here. I saw her a couple weeks ago and despite one incredible night...it just reminded us that we're not together. I know I'm out most people's league. I'm fairly average, at best. I don't posess anything that is seemingly desirable for a girl, much less this incredible blond beauty who completely lives up to the cliche of "shines her light on you". My last two girlfriends (her and my most recent ex) were completely incredible and I probably set the bar freaking high now. Of course, one cheated on me. The other, had to leave me. Maybe that is poetic justice, get the right girl but that girl will be gone before I am ready. I wonder if me and my best friend/lover didn't have this distance between us...would we be still special or does the distance enhance this perfect feeling that she gives me. I wonder, if my ex did us a favor first...because I know I would have made her cry instead and I'd rather cry a river before I ever let a tear shed down her cheeks. Another close friend of mine, told me "You are too busy solving our problems for you to even realize, the only question is you" The scary thing is? The goddamn asshole is right. The only thing I cant answer is myself.

There is stupid and inaccurate shit, spewed all throughout the board. Not just the WWE fourm.

Exactly, are we trying to have intelligent discussion over an idiotic subject?

C. had the nerve to get over with the crowd.

I haven't played video games in forever, I kind of just lost the interest. I don't even own a console anymore. My PS2 went out the door a few months ago and I haven't had that urge to play Madden or anything at all. I remember endless days, nights playing the various sporting games. I would play an entire season on MLB 2002 in a whole week during the hot summer. Occasionally, I took time away to be social but those summers I was bound to the chair. I don't know why, I mean...In theory the games have gotten better and more involved but I became dis-interested. It's not like I have a great social life that keeps me away from it. Maybe, someday this summer I'll jack someone's PS2 or XBOX and relive those summer days. I can't completely let my childhood go, not yet at least.

Are things really that bad here? I've seen other boards infested with a larger pool of brain-dead recluses.

To expect it to improve at all is a bit unrealistic.

Because HBK is homegrown talent. Whe else? Yeah, Shawn who was a AWA product is a WWE homegrown talent.

Kendrick is a really fun promo guy (especially when he gets to do comedy stuff). I mean, London is all sorts of bland, but if they have Kendrick do the talking it would work. London, can do weird stuff but in a good way.

Yeah, just cut Team Mexico and use Team England instead.

I think in one way or another, Bret is tied with 90% of the wrestlers out there.

Have you seen him before? I have heard he worked in Japan but have no idea how well or awful he did. It's not hard to find stuff on Singh. I wouldn't normally advise this, but go find out for yourself how bad he is.

Singh, won't work even be able to be a watered down TBS, much less in the vein of Vader.

The frayed remains of a lost friendship Last night, I was doing more of the usual (tsm’ing, watching AI and doing some school-work). I got a phone call around 9:30 from my old friend, Natalie. Let me explain this girl to you, she’s the ultimate attention needing, steal all the spotlight person. She’s incredibly beautiful as well, which only fuels her selfish and vain propensity. We became friends, I believe my senior year. She was a junior, and we met through normal circumstances. I was a part of the speech team at school (pretty good at it as well). I had been asked to go to the monthly drama club meeting and infiltrate and recruit. I did a good job and that was how I met her. For 3 years, we were pretty good friends. Best friends, at times. Then she finally graduated high school and promptly moved away to Ohio University. It was over last summer; while we weren’t really talking to each other that I became very close friends with her former best friend (imagine the usual teen-age drama bullshit and that is your explanation for their hatred towards each other). So, she finally finds out about my relationship with that girl and this greatly pisses her off. I argued that, “why do you care? You left the last 3 months and left me standing here in the doorway, crying” (in regards to my break-up, which I described in an early entry) and that the other girl was actually there for support and that I consider her not just my lover(not at this moment) but my best friend. So, Natalie decides to call me a traitor. Which was hilarious, to say the least when she actually celebrated that my girlfriend had cheated on me (she has always hated my gf’s because I would give them my attention and not her). Anyways, we drifted away from each other. Reduced to aim convo once every three weeks and I was hardly missing her. On Sunday morning she imed me and told me that she got drunk and her friend fucked her and now she thinks she’s pregnant. Let me, point out the irony here. Through the course of our friendship, she constantly praised the importance of abstinence and often condemned me for having sexual relationships. So, for her to piss that away because she got drunk was fittingly perfect. Anyways, I had other stuff to worry about (things I can’t even begin to explain to a bunch of relatively speaking, strangers). I told her “don’t panic, you probably aren’t pregnant”. So last night, she im’s me again bitching about how she thinks she’s pregnant and I go “There’s nothing I can do about it. You did it, that’s why you shouldn’t have sex if you aren’t mature enough to handle the potential consequences”. She went off on a long rant about how I’m a jerk and how I’m selfish and stuff like this. I explained to her, what was going on with my life and how monumental it is (it involves a family member) and she straight out said “I don’t give a fuck about that. You have any idea how big this thing is here? Do you?”. I responded “you are insane” and she goes on another rant about how she hates me and that I haven’t been there for her. Funny, I seem to recall her leaving right away without even a goodbye. The point of this is… Where the fuck did my friends go? I never had a huge group of friends but I had my own little circle and we were really close. 2 years removed from HS and I probably only keep in real good touch with one person. I keep in better touch with my ex’s, even the one who betrayed me then I do with my actual “friends”. I always heard from my parents that you won’t always be friends with them, but I figured it’d last at least through college. It’s just another depressing aspect of growing up, I suppose.

He is in the family by extension. He is (or was, at least) engaged to Neidhart's daughter who is of course Bret's niece.

Which means Angle is probably going to have to job, which means I'm expecting either Booker cheats like crazy to beat Angle in the semi's to get squashed by Lashley.

It'll probably happen on TV. Even the finals, unless Angle jobs to Booker in the semi's which I don't expect.

SD uses the HIAC too Gah, I meant EC. Why did I say HIAC?

It makes sense, RAW took HIAC, so Long takes another staple. They really should have made this a sixteen man bracket with qualifyers , there is plently of time to do that and still set to JD.

Fucking Idiots, you could have easily made this a 16 man tournament instead of this lame tournament. Angle/Benoit, is the obvious finals.

Don't get me wrong, I enjoy GC. I just wouldn't call it great or anything.

Jack, is in the Hart Family so there is that obvious natural connection and he has drastically improved since working in Japan the last few months, beyond the standard flip-floppery stuff he is most known for. He has really started to incorporate sound work into his stuff and isn't relying on his charisma or his spots to work a match.

That sounds like a contradiction.

Yeah, that is a really dumb thing to say Davey Smith isn't a legitimate name. One of the great tag-teamers and an above-average worker who had some good-great matches throughout his career. Orton, was a great heel but that was all.