Firestarter

That is unlikely.

The point is, I don't care. She did nothing bad to me. She treated me with warmth and caring and love and tenderness. And I still love her.

Or, like, ever. This is unlikely.

<eyes glazing over> Somebody who's actually real, please respond.

No. You're almost as bad as WP. <glances around> Folks? Who is this guy? He's starting to annoy me, but I don't know how just how hard I should take him down yet.

You're a man, and therefore you can never understand what a woman-to-woman love is like. When it's real, there's no exploitation. There's no abuse. There's just love. That's how it felt for me. <throwaway snark> And I guess Annie can't understand either.

You are attempting to de-contextualize the experience. That is not what happened. I was courteously invited to the lady's penthouse suite. I was charmed, serenaded, and served a very long dinner. I was expertly seduced and even more expertly deflowered. She was a courteous, caring, and utterly irresistable woman. The point is that I would've slept with her for free. She never needed to pay off my maid to look the other way. And I wouldn't have had to be led into a room blindfolded. She was BEAUTIFUL, do you get it yet? I wanted her as much as she wanted me.

Then be upfront from the beginning. Reality check - it's not your past that's "non-negotiable," it's the FACTS. You are not a woman. Fact. You are a mutilated man. Fact. End of story. If you can't base a relationship on that truth you shouldn't try to start in the first place. I do not understand the question you are attempting to ask.

That's why I said you didn't understand. It wasn't "sex." We made love. She was beautiful and I wanted her as much as she wanted me. We talked about Plato and Aristophanes while we had drinks and she had her masseuses sing me to sleep. It wasn't "creepy." It was a wonderful experience and the only thing I regret is that it didn't last longer and I wasn't mature enough for her to be genuinely interested in me.

It only concerns one "religion"/death cult. Mohammedanism.

I don't fuck men. Full stop.

Yes I did, though unknowingly and inadvertently. What is "undeniable" is only your vicious attempt to make a beautiful seduction some kind of tawdry analogy to prostitution because of your personal animosity towards me. You are a filthy liar and a scumbag and you do not deserve to be granted the position of trust that you hold.

My superiors would be very amused to hear this. Yes, professionally. Macbeth off Broadway once.

I've hired over 150 callgirls and I have great respect for them myself. That's why I usually use quotation marks when I have to use the word "whore," because other people treat it as an insult, while I don't consider it an insult.

PS. Even though you didn't really understand either, Ripper, thank you for trying to defend me. I appreciate it.

Sadly, I can't disagree with you.

Eh. I wouldn't even accept "abused innocent" because I wasn't abused. Nothing happened that I didn't want to happen. The maid my parents hired took advantage of me for monetary gain. She was punished. I suffered no ill effects whatsoever. I need no one's pity.

And you should know when to shut your mouth, boy. Do you really want to mess with me?

I won't reject your apology because it sounds sincere. But I will reiterate the fact that I don't need it. I regret not one moment I spent with that woman. It doesn't matter how or why it happened. I had no ulterior motives. I was not denigrated. I was cared for, loved, and respected, for as long as it lasted. And I am not a "whore" in any sense of the word.

Not one of you understands, but that's okay, because I wouldn't want you to. The proceeds of the illegal transaction that was conducted without my knowledge through my maid (who was subsequently fired and imprisoned for 15 years) were placed in a trust fund for me in lieu of damages, since I refused to press charges against the heiress who had "assaulted" me. Because I still loved her. I suppose I was "pimped out," given that a third party accepted payment for my sexual services to a second party. But that doesn't make me a "whore." I went with that woman because I wanted her as much as she wanted me. I knew nothing about the money that was being exchanged.

Yes, undeclared. Your question lacks context. Because they're our friends. This, right here, is the most dangerous aspect of the left: assuming that the enemy does not mean what he says. Chamberlain made that mistake in the '30s. Carter made that mistake in the '70s. We must not make it again today.

Here? http://forums.thesmartmarks.com/index.php?...p;#entry1053094 You're either lying here or there, either way it's pretty lame. Neither. The sentence you seem to have missed was: "I was 14 and clueless. I thought she wanted me for my mind." I did not sell myself. I was sold to someone I willingly gave myself to because I thought she was beautiful. So you're the one who's lame. As usual.

But I wouldn't, because I don't accept your premise.

Point, although an irrelevant one.

Eric has stated publicly that he makes $30k a year. That's not enough to have a driver and a car on call 24/7. Possibly so. But since I also have several metastatic cancers as well as radiation sickness I believe my weight is the least of my worries.