Happy New Year!
Seriously dude, that sucks. But at least the job you've got should give you financial security in later years, and most people have the freak out thing in their mid twenties when they move out, get jobs, live on their own and troubles and when they come out of it, they're much stronger annd adapted to their life Plus you've always got the family in NY if things get too harsh. Just stick at things, keep your eyes on the goal, enjoy life as it's fleeting as fuck and when you come out the other side you'll have everything you could ever want.
Plus, you've been in a highly succesful PC game. That's likely more than the rest will ever achieve in our lives.