*sigh*
What you mean is that you repress your emotions and then vent your frustrations and anger on others? That you are ofthe view that a true American has to fulfill a macho ideal suggests that you are a conformist, afraid of change, homophobic and jingoistic. Of course, those signs suggest that you were brought up to believe that anybody who wasn't a manly man was wrong. It also suggests that you're a repreesed homosexual, or at least afraid of change and afraid of existing outside this redneck ideal.
All of this suggests that you are a sad little man.