I was all for the speed dating thing til I had a really bad dream last night..I dont remember all of it, but I do remember cutting one of the girls fingers off and spilling a pot of hot water on another and then I got kicked out and as I was leaving some guy yelled "What the fuck is wrong with you?".
So yeah..I dont know where that came from (I've never had an accident in a kitchen in 6 years between work and school, *knock on wood*) but thats probably a nice visual of what would probably happen.
Oh, and Im not too sure how I feel about this at the moment, but I went ahead and deleted all of the emails I had from Heaven and blocked her email. I still have her phone number on a piece of paper but I cant find it, although when I do im throwing it in the trash. I dont know why I did it either, I just sorta did.