Pretty much my entire life, no exaggeration.
I've been to a doctor before I joined the service, and I'm going to one right now, while I'm in the service.
I am just entirely unhappy right now. I'm not where I want to be, I'm not doing what I want to do, I'm lonely, bored, and have very few actual friends here. My heat stroke last August just adds more to it.
There's been many things in my life that have added feul to the ever burning fire, like for instance, my first real girlfriend blames me for her miscarriage. Just shit like that.
I'm about to get discharged from the Marine Corps, so that's something good for me. It sounds bad, but in the end, I'll be sooo much happier.