What would the point be? You're saying "Ok, I want to believe in God, but only if God is what I want him to be." Therefore, you're believing in what you tell yourself, and that makes you God. There is a religion where you worship yourself. Satanism. Organized Satanism, anyway. Disorganized Satanists are blood drinkers and baby killers.
So, the solution to your line of thought is... organized religion.