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Right now I want to cut myself

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I wish Ashley would leave him for me. I bought her flowers, and he NEVER does. I say all the things he doesn't. But she's in "love." She thinks about me all the time. She loves the Yankees, Seinfeld and Star Wars. But she loves HIM.

 

We're even going out this weekend.

 

She gives me so much emotional pain. Now I must make it physical, to take the psychological hurt away from me. I've cut myself again. Thank god for long sleeve shirts. Only the cut understands me.

 

Signing off, until I must draw my own blood again.

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Yeah, kill yourself for being a bitch. Fucking go up to her, grab her by the arms and tell her how you feel and then kiss her, then go jump her boyfriend.

 

 

/plays Vertical Horizon's "Everything you Want"

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Guest StylesMark

I've done most of that, besides killing myself.

 

She won't physically cheat...I tell her she's been emotionally cheating for a year, but she blows it off, it makes her feel better.

 

But little does she know, how the knife makes me feel.

 

She'll be plastered on Friday. If she doesn't bite by then...

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I've been tempted to cut myself before whilst depressed, but I scar very easily and I don't want to fuck up my good looks. That, and I have an intense dislike of sharp objects. Pain doesn't bother me in general, but if it's being inflicted via knife, needle, glass, etc. I have a big problem with it.

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Guest Vitamin X

toDAY's the DAY they TAKE it ALL AWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY

 

*synchronized jumping whilst playing 2-chord riffs*

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I know someone who used to cut themselves. To this day, I'm afraid they'll start again.

 

That out of the way, I've been depressed before, but I never felt the need to mutilate myself. Blades fucking creep me out. Hell, I get nervous whenever I shave.

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Guest StylesMark

I guess now I should walk away.

 

"Hey :). I've got bad news. Can't go out this weekend...blah blah blah free beachhouse blah blah blah. SORRY"

 

I'm numb right now, and not from a knife. Sometimes, the steel makes my pecker a little perky. Perky pecker. Pecker's perky. Who cares...

 

I'm surprised and how numb I am. I guess it really is time to walk. Time to make the bitch see what she's missing/missed. And she WILL be sorry. Or she'll run away to Florida now to get me out of her sight, and marry the guy.

 

He's put in 4 years, but what an asshole. She'll see. It's just her type to realize all she's lost, after the fact.

 

Friday night may hurt though. I would never use a rusty blade. I treat my blades with respect. Dignity. They cure me so I respect them.

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So is this a gimmick or for real. I don't know about this guy so I can't judge, but I'm guessing the minute someone expresses some sympathy, he goes "hehehe I worked the board!" all the while absentmindedly playing with himself as he gets excited about another win.

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I dated a girl once who asked me to cut her during sex.

 

Of course she was also into being choked and such so it was sorta expected yet shocking.

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