Art Sandusky

What are you, Toydarian?

That above post of mine is a big problem of mine in action. I am constantly miserable, and always keep up chain letters/E-mails in the hopes that something will magically happen to crack the depression. I never think people hang out with me because they enjoy my company, rather it's them being nice and not wanting to hurt my feelings. Only three or four of the people I have in my phone are people I actually talk to. The others are people whose voicemails I'm good friends with, and never get any response from messages. I don't know what keeps me trying to talk to people. Almost every social venture ends in smashing defeat. My norms and perceptions are drastically different from the rest of society, which is a bad thing since societal norms and perceptions are what are "right." I can't look at mirrors or pictures of myself for very long. I have a hard time reconciling how I am with how I appear. Once you get past my exterior, I'm a very bitter person who attributes all of his failings to not being physically attractive, inability to act the slightest bit normal in regards to anything that isn't a basic human essential. So rarely does acceptance occur that I latch onto people very quickly, which in turn scares them off. I never understand this because my own starvation for social interaction makes me wish I had someone that suddenly latched onto me. When I say I want a stalker and would gladly invite them to hang out or something, it's not a joke. I say that I value personality over everything in girls, but will be damned if I end up with an unattractive female. This leads to more self-loathing as I realize my contradictions more and more by the day. I only know that all of these problems will get worse and worse as I get closer to the real world and can't see myself amounting to much of anything. Being average is my greatest fear besides death. Speaking of which, my ability to imagine how I'll be in the future is nonexistent. This leads me to think that I'm going to die young. If you were to use emotional maturity as a person's real age, I'd be a three year old.

No, we really don't. Yes, we really do.

I would have just looked around confusedly.

"RVD says that ECW was his baby and he could run it into the ground if he wanted to do so." Leaving early doesn't really equal running it into the ground.

All I know about the Papa Shango/Warrior thing was that Bobby Heenan introduced me to the term "tossing his cookies." I was a changed person.

^^^ wins.

It's one of those "if you have to ask, you'll never know" dealies.

You know, that one.

Pretty literal there, bubs.

That's John Cena. Someone doesn't get why I pointed that out.

I used to like you.

Yeah, the stuff IDRM says in wrestling threads is actually pretty good. It's not like analytic stuff or ratings of matches or breakdowns of moves or whatever, but it's undeniably a fan. He just doesn't happen to convey it in the same way the others do.

Or maybe just a couple of hours. Burn!

They need to have a Sci-Fi one next. They've already done the historical drama, the suspense, the... whatever you'd classify Pulp Fiction as (I mean, I find it hilarious enough to be a really dark comedy), and the courtroom/military drama.

The previous limit was five shows.

I sound more and more like a fanboy the more I post about it, but with Episode III coming up this stuff's going through my mind fairly often: Qui-Gon Jinn saying "we'll handle this" as Darth Maul appears to face Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan, and then Maul busts out the dual-bladed lightsaber and you just KNOW it's on like a motherfucker.

I'd mark out just to hear "making his seasonal residence in Palm Springs..." Man, DiBiase was the first guy I loved to hate when I was a wee one. Also, his music oddly doesn't sound as outdated today as the other 80s-rific music used at the same time.

with the terms Korea and Japan have been on for centuries, not likely. -Paul Jacobi- What's funny is that you expect them to care about this.

Hopefully DiBiase won't have too much issue with the content of WWE programming and can stick around. Amazing that he was one of the most over heels even during his later years with Money Inc. (which was such a logical tag team to make) and all that. He made a program with frickin' VIRGIL pure gold.

Wigganomics?!

I love RVD and all, but didn't he disappear between Anarchy Rulz 2000 and the January 2001 PPV because he wasn't getting paid? Doesn't sound like a beloved place to me. I think RVD was also owed the most of the workers at the time of their bankruptcy, something along the lines of $175,000.

"Riiiiiiiiiight!" -- Rikishi. I really liked this, and unlike a lot of these that were on TV or whatever, he used this for a show or two and then at KOTR 2000 (twice!), but I never heard it again.

I'll just say that you can hear something talking back to you if you want to hear it enough.